Test: SEC. ASSESS. OF TEACHING SKILLS-WRITTEN
Status: Pass
Total Score: 269



Test: LIBERAL ARTS AND SCIENCES TEST
Status: Pass
Total Score: 260
Minimum Passing Score: 220


I PASSED MY TESTS :D
It makes me nervous that the first one didn't have a minimum score, but I'm thinking it was also out of 220!

Also:

Do any of you want a makeup bag? I have a big one and a little one. They're new. My dad forgot to give them to me at some point in my life and I have no use for them, but I feel like it's a waste to throw them out...so...LET ME KNOW :)

Mom: "Shut up before I light your tits on fire"

This was said to my dad.
This is where I get my personality from.
This is why I love them.

Oh.
Can I just add.


The girl who cut my hair said that I looked like CHER.
Yes. Without me even mentioning her.

Then my professor finally referenced a movie that wasn't Batman and it was Moonstruck

FUCK YES!

I'M GOING TO VEGAS.



Please, please please please don't let there be a snow storm!

I attempted to make my gingerbread house, but it's sitting in the garbage.
It's not fun without the extra set of hands.

I'm going to wait until Jackson is old enough before I give another gingerbread house a shot.

Blah.

I JUST BOUGHT A NEW COMPUTER!


ahhhh! I've never made such a big purchase (aside from those Cher tickets. HOLY CRAP!)

The Laughing Heart; Charles Bukowski

your life is your life
don't let it be clubbed into dank submission.
be on the watch.
there are ways out.
there is a light somewhere.
it may not be much light but
it beats darkness.
be on the watch.
the gods offer you chances.
know them.
take them.
you can't beat death but
you can beat death in life, sometimes.
and the more often you learn to do it,
the more light there will be.
your life is your life.
know life is your life.
know it while you have it.
you are marvelous
the gods wait to delight
in you.


I like this a lot.
I'm happy in a way that I haven't been happy in a really long time. I don't want to be happy because of other people though, so I'm a bit leery about the whole thing. I need to get focused and do what I need to do instead of relaxing first.

I had a dream last night that I was driving alone and trying to find somewhere. I was driving along the water but I was running out of time. I stopped at some kind of hotel to look at my map but wherever I was trying to go wasn't on there anymore, and the map was too small for me to read. Along the drive home, I passes a giant haunted house, but I was too afraid to go in alone and kept driving.


I have so much reading and studying for next week. I already have a stomachache. I'm so bad at studying and I just want to sleep. ughhh. At least my paycheck will be twice as big today! Which doesn't really help because next week will be half the size. URGH.

I woke up with the WORST headache. I'm not sure what I should take because I'm not really sure if it's a sinus headache or a migraine. I'm leaning towards migraine because I feel like I'm going to throw up...which means that I need to get dressed and run to the store which may be a problem if I feel like I need to throw up so badly.

UGH why bother having days off from school if I'm going to feel like shit?